Brandy Day173: 10 Seconds of Love Trust Fear

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I find it more common than not that we share what we are often afraid to disclose about our self, with those close to us.
We don’t disclose our darkest of demons because we live in fear of judgement, betrayal, loss of respect, even if those demons are ones we didn’t create.  Being trapped in your own personal hell of thoughts & emotions will slowly kill what makes you you.
Listening to someone share their thoughts, someone I thought I knew. Seeing someone I care about be so vulnerable. Hurt so badly. Crying with them, not because of their tears but because I could feel the pain in their heart. Their mind. It was just as real to me as it was to them. I wonder how things would be different between us had we gone ‘demon hunting’ together.
I don’t know that I’ve ever hurt for someone the way I hurt for you. Seeing your pain.  This changes nothing, other than making sense of some things. I also happen to love fishing especially with a Snoopy fishing pole!!
I’ll never be able to give you those 10 seconds or more that you often dream of but I can promise you I can give you love & trust. Fear is only felt until you realize the love and trust are real.
Thank you for loving me enough to trust me.

Brandy Day149: You Sound Like You’re From London…

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After a mildly lousy day yesterday, a decently long day at work, I had a very enjoyable dinner with some great friends! 
A happy life comes in part with the company you keep. You keep happy, healthy, fun people in you’re life that’s bound to be a path you continue down.
Patio dinner, wine, laughter, memories & stories.
Thank you Ben & Nikki G. and Jason W. for all that you’ve done and being part of the amazing support group that surrounds me. Love you guys and here’s to Vegas!!
Though I’m missing my ‘right arm’ I still saw the shot and took it.

Brandy Day76: Beauty in Broken

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I saw it from afar. I wasn’t sure how to get to it. I knew I wanted to. I knew how I was going to take the shot. 
I know there is something going on. Something you need to share with me. Something is occupying more of your thoughts than normal. Please. Talk. Be honest. Please share. I’ll always listen. I’ll never judge. And loving you just comes natural.
Found. Lost. Taken. Love.

Brandy Day74: One Day

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Everyday is a new day. A new start. Another end. We can take the opportunity and use it to the fullest.
I love sharing my work.  Everyday I share my work with someone close to me. Its what we do, Photo of the Day. It’s my way of expressing me. Thank you. For all that you do. You’ll never know what you mean to mean or how you’ve made this easier.
A smile everyday!
Shot on that back country road, under the moon light, with a smile!

Brandy Day55: Your Story

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I’ve never been one to open up, share my story or chat loosely about personal affairs. Things are a bit different when you meet someone that can see through you, see your fears & occupy your thoughts for the better. Someone that’s been there that can relate with life situations makes them seem a bit easier to deal with. They made it through surely you can. Our parents teach us to share as we grow. Not just our toys or snacks. Share your story. Share your experiences, thoughts, secrets. Life’s tricky. Dont go at it alone, in the dark.
Shot this afternoon while sharing
brunch, tea & life stories.